yesh

this is totally late but:

li yun agrees. gaspard ulliel is absolute hawtness.

good job li yun! i am proud of your taste :)

the complicated business of growing up

everyone is flying off somewhere new. going to new places, doing new things. meeting new people. new relationships. new networks. new friends. new rooms. new professors. new whatever... new... new... everything is so new...

but that's what life is about isn't it? its always like that. it always will be.

meh. i love my soba people to death. i would never admit it on normal circumstances, but what would i be without you guys? (i sound like such a wei yun here) we are such idiots you know? combining our powers to do the craziest things. i feel so manleh because i am not very good at expressing emotions like this (as in writing, i am no writer yo), but i will try my best in this particular entry. :)

meh i never really thought about this before, but hey, it had to come sooner or later i suppose.

we all have new lives now huh? i remember during orientation they were talking about things changing. relationships between your friends back home will change when you meet them once again. people will change. people whom we were once close too we may not be close to anymore the next time we meet and so on.

but as immature as it may sound, i don't want that to change. i want to meet my soba people, and then we talk like none of us ever left. sometimes its so difficult to let go of stuff. you feel like sharing every single unimportant detail of your life with everyone (which I suppose is what blogs are for, but whatever)

it all contradicts. some say you may not get along with your old friends the next time you see them, some say that things will still be the same, or at least as similar as it can be. i suppose the best friends are the ones whom you don't see for 20 over years and the next time you see each other, you just click, like that 20 year gap never existed. i really hope that this is the case for my buddies and i, because who else would i share stupid stories about throwing things out the window, never admitting to really random stuff, people who make our hearts pound and so on?

who else would stand by me during my time of need? who else would drag me out of a bar whenever i get moody and punch some guy in the face because he insulted my best friend? who else would sit by me during my 24 hours in police custody because i broke some dude's arm because he said my buddy was... whatever (i am only talking hypothetically here, please do not break the arms of random dudes) i would certainly beat the crap out of anyone who hurts my buddies in any way. maybe its because i would do such a thing for them, i never thought... would they do the same for me? im pretty sure they would.

wei yun is in london now. i hope she is happy. im certainly happy for her. *so proud!* :) i feel like some really bad friend because i didn't give her anything as a goodbye present (i gave her a lot of other crappy things though ;) haha) and sometimes i feel guilty because she buys such expensive gifts for me, like copics. and all i can think of buying her is books, but she reads so much i wouldnt know what book to get her anyway. somehow i think, hey, really retarded incidents weren't enough to tear us apart, what is 5000 miles compared to that craptastic episode? my partner in crime! *so proud*

oh mai gawd. jo-hannah. she is such a darling you know? she makes me feel like an idiot and so unaware of things. SHE SHOULD BE HERE WITH ME, TO CONVINCE ME TO TALK PROPERLY AND ALSO SHE DESERVES IT SO BADLY. i really am indebted to her. whenever i need to rant about certain things, she's the one who gives the most "garang" answers. i should really listen to her huh. i am such an idiot. and a coward. an idiotic coward. and i keep saying this so i think she is expecting some action here. so yeah, i will try my best to suck it up, throw away my pride and go. hahaha. MEH. HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOUR KINDNESS. *guilt ridden* anytime you need a favour, just remember that i am only an email away ;)

shin dee, my waifu for laifu. to think that i considered her a douche bag in form 1 makes me feel really, really bad. i can't thank her enough for all the joy she has brought in my life. she is so sweet. remember dee, don't take candy from strangers, look both ways before crossing the road and don't run around with a pair of scissors. dee, you are so kind an compassionate. don't ever compare yourself to others okay? whatever you do, you do for yourself, for whatever will make you happy and will not hurt others, or yourself in the process. and no, killing yourself for the sake of humanity is not a good thing. because i will cry. everyone will cry. and yeah, we would probably cry our own weight in tears (50 litres of water is a lot yo) will i ever eat my shoe? hmmm.... a mystery of life that has yet to be solved. *hugs*

luo yi. i know i was a douche bag, and yes i am sorry. without her, my life would not be the average one that it is now. thank you for enforcing the fact that my life is average. fmylife and mylifeisgood moments come and go, and average out our lives so that it is a normal, average... life *pun very much so intended* good moments and bad moments happen, and that's what make our lives they way they are. i don't know if she knows that she thought me some really valuable lessons on life. that we are all special in our own way and we will have to keep pushing through whether we like it or not.

joee's friendship is like this crazy loop. we almost never see each other and yet we can get along so well, it's almost creepy. i mean, we have only been in the same class like... twice in our lives. the fact that joee always says that she wants to be in the same class as me makes me feel kind of warm and fuzzy inside. we talk about random stuff, from download limits to anime to english to boys... SHE STILL HAS MY STD 3 DOGGY YOU KNOW THAT? *so proud* lol i wonder if i signed it. hmmm... haha oh well.

my sexay susan will always be sexay. SHE SO KAWAII LAR. and random. and funny. i can never get enough of her susan-ness. she is such a sweet thing. LOL when she so garang contact me when wei yun told her about what happened during grad. so kay poh la you! hahaha. meh, you're such a great person. thanks for being awesome. i wish you the very best in life, kangaroos love you, darling, ans so do I <3

li yun... li yun. where do i start. there is no place really, from std 3 to now. we are like... HOMIES YO. FOR LIFE. She's such a hime, but without the hime-ness, li yun would never be the li yun i know and love. that's why i love her. from the days with xiang yih to now. STUDY HARD HOR. i plan to visit europe one day. to stand in front of the churches in awe and just have my breath taken away from the spectacular beauty of 18th century architecture. HEY HEY. you want to backpack around paris and prague? :) li yun has always been there, *another kay poh, want to know about all the useless details in my life, i tell you lar, but you must come on skype or msn first :)* I love you. I really do.

i really do hope that we can see each other and talk like there was no 20 year gap since our last meeting. like when i see my mum and her old school friend in calgary. when they saw each other they hugged, and then proceeded to talk into the wee hours of the morning every night when we were in calgary. just like we did! haha, some things never change. and i hope that the bond that holds us together is one of them.

best of luck to all of you. i love you to pieces! we should make pie one day. a SUPER SOBA PIE~

with all my love

ning

VIVA ITALIA

holy cow i am so in love with italy's extreme stupidity, randomness, weirdness, adorableness, italianess in general

YAY FOR AXIS POWERS HETALIA!!!!!!!!!!!

at least i know about world history to a certain extent. I IS NOT A HISTORY PERSON, BUT HETALIA IS CHANGING THAT.

er no, it isnt

VIVA ITALIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

maybe, JUST MAYBE if i get a ITALY wig, i might be able to use it for lavi, wrapped in cloak bookman junior junior version?????

mumsy said no purchasing costumes but she said nothing about sewing them *shiny evil eyes*

tomorrow, wei yun and i are going to purchase my japanese slippers for our d.gray-man photoshoot. HOLY COW I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT AS WELLLLLLL. THIS SUMMER IS SO INTENSEEEEEEEEEEE, JUST LIKE SINGAPOREAN COSPLAYERSSSSSSSS.

EXTREME TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXX.

mother is going to kill me but whatever. I ONLY LIVE ONCE. might as well spend my life pretending to be someone else... someone who is fictional :D

some purpose in life i have... HEY HEY I SPEND MY MUNNIES ON CLOTHES OKAY, JUST LIKE ANY OTHER GIRL....

its just clothes that most people would find a little odd thats all... clothes that are worn on special occasions... like anime conventions... BUT HEY HEY, DEEP DOWN I AM A GIRL.

*insert vulcan peace sign here*

1 MORE WEEK

i couldn't decided what to do when i saw the exam paper

so i laughed.

it was a good laugh that it was :D

HOLYCRAP1WEEKTILLHOMECOMING!!!!!!!! and 2 weeks till COSFEST!

AND RONDA RONDA SINGAPURA!!!!!!!

gah this is all so exciting!!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED

and then GRAD HAS TO BE BEFORE ALL THIS.

i am not looking forward to grad really... I have no idea why, I'm just not. Maybe because grad here actually feels like grad compared to how stuff at my old school used to be? Over here its such a big deal. I mean come on STRECH LIMO. I don't even know if I can afford to rent a fancy mercedes or something for my wedding (not that I want to, ya know, I have always dreamed of driving off into the sunset on a vintage convertible... but still, the other party must agree to this... and the other party must exist in the first place :D) I actually feel sad about leaving high school, compared to back in the far east when we were so happy to get out. And also, other strange unmentionables caused by raging hormones. GAH HORMONES, WHY MUST YOU TAUNT ME SO.

*koff*

I'm thinking more of the wonderful FEATHER BOA that I will purchase for my allen walker cloak!!!! Holy crap I am so excited I think I just might wet myself :DDDDDD

Nah, I won't. I have been potty trained from a young age.

MY SWORD. how does one cram 1.5m or stuff into a case that is less than 1m? THIS DEFIES ALL LAWS OF TIME AND SPACE. But I can do so, I just need a PLAN.....

....

....

....

OK still thinking of plan, but in the meantime, have a video :)

yeah i like waffles :D

HAVE SOME VIDEOS =D

have fun~ =D

Can anybody find meeee.....

SOMEBODY TO LOVE?

Each morning I get up I die a little

Can barely stand on my feet

Take a look in the  mirror and cry

Lord what youre doing to me

I have spent all my years in believing you

But I just cant get no relief

LORD

Somebody, somebody

Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

.............

Got no feel, I got no rhythm

I just keep losing my beat

Im ok, Im alright

AINT GONNA FACE NO DEFEAT

I just gotta get out of this prison cell

Someday Im gonna be FREE, lord!

I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE 

I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE LOVE LOVE I...

need somebody to love I

need somebody to love...

SOMEBODY somebody SOMEBODY somebody SOMEBODY somebody 

FIND ME SOMEBODY,

FIND ME SOMEBODY TO LOVE

can anybody find MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......

somebody

to

love

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yeah i have been listening to too much QUEEN

because Queen is AWESOME

and TYPING like this is FUN once on a while

hell no Dee, Im not in 少女情怀 mode

or maybe i am? =D

nah, im in UBER I LOVE QUEEN MODE <3

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random thoughts :3 AND SHOUT OUT TO SHIN DEE

holy crap im now a design student =D

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF

and yet i feel so undeserving

am i looking forward to university life? hur hur, not really, mainly because I HAS NO PLACE TO STAY WHILE IN UNIIII???????

yeah, believe it.

im moving out of my aunt's house, and i applied for residence services, but until now, i have received NO NEWS. NO NEWS.

it sucks to be MEEEEEE


i need to get this new layout up and running, cuz i is a DESIGN STOODENTTTTT 8D blogs of design students should be STYLISH AND SUPER.

once i figure out how to make a layout that is *is a computer noob*

on a totally separate note, DEE DEE WE SHOULD BE AT ICHIBANZAI TERRORIZING PEOPLE WITH OUR MAD VOCAL SKILLS.

OH GOD DEE DEE I MISS YOU AND YOUR BLURNESS SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH

you must promise me that you will take part in the karaoke competition okay?????? because they didnt allow group performances last year and they do THIS YEAR and everybody knows im not in penang THIS YEAR

IT SUCKS TO BE MEEEEEEEEEE

OHMAIGAWDWEIYUN, THE COSTUMESSSSSSS im so freakin EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDD *is a nerd*

and today i was at the romero road hockey tournament :D

CHEERING ON THE TEACHER'S TEAM BABYYYYYYYYYYYYY LOL mr ferguson's grandson is so CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *OHMAIGAWDSOFREAKINADORABLEMUSTGOANDHUGRANDOMPERSOOONNNNNNN*

heck this post so random

OH HEY... my life.... welllllll

oh yeah i've been ignoring this place so much =D

im looking at my vocab list while i type this totally pointless entry :3

WOOOOT INTERLUUUUDEEEEEE

ok that was random

on a totally unrelated note:

MY COSPLAY PLANS UPATE THINGERMAJIGGER

this is slowly turning into a cosplay blog, don't you think?

HOLY COW I HAVENT STARTED ON MY MASK OR CLAW. MUST VISIT MICHAELS NAOOOOOOO *Shoots self to release inner PERSONAAAAA* OAO

why yes, i am a total persona nerd PFFFTTTTTT i like the game, but its not for suicidal people, im not going to kill myself anytime soon, so everything is good *thumbs up*

OH CRAP MY KITE RUNNER PRESENTATION my group members are going to slay me alive HAHAHAHA *shoots self again to release another PERSONAAAAAAAA*

OH HEY LOOK FRUITTTTT =D

WHY YESSSSS

WHEEEEEE, THE RESULTS ARE INNNNNNN

and i did pretty well

everyone did

but im here to talk about something else.

I GOT A 95 ON MY LAST MATH TEST. HATE ME PEOPLE =D

i havent gotten a 95 since i was 12... not 12 even,... maybe about 9....

YEAH

and i have a hamlet test, religion test and another math test tomorrow.

IM GONNA SLEEP NOW =DDDDDDD

why yes i am being random =D

WUUTT

rei was abolutely right

i cant keep a blog alive for more than 3 days.

BUT SHE'S NOT RIGHT ANYMORE!!!!!!!! =DDDDDD

CANADA IS AWESOME~~~~~

the weather can kill though -_______-

uh... yeah

a list....of stuff

Stuff to read:

1. Ouran High School Host Club
2. Katekyo Hitman Reborn
3. A Thousand Splendid Suns (The plane.....must read something on it......)

Stuff to watch:

1. Trinity Blood (I watched like.....15 episodes? MUST CONTINUE XD)
2. Tales of the Abyss *ok, so i played the game already...i liked it*

SERIOUS Stuff to do:

1. DRAW, SERIOUSLY
2. Email cosplay store
3. Change money
4. Give money to Xienny to pass to the class people
5. Buy the hard drive
6. Pay mims for the stationery
7. Improve my vocabulary i.e. read more (GAH MY ENGLISH...IT IS.....NOT GOOD)

Random Stuff to do:

1. Crown Clown fingers! NO THIS IS NOT SOME FOOD YOU MAY EAT RAWR
2. Decide- BYAKURAN OR IRIE SHOUICHI????? *i pick bykluran now :3*

Stuff to eat:

1. Indian food *what? i like thosai and tandoori and stuff -3-*
2. LAKSA.....
3. green fish *translate into hokkien*
4. spring rolls at grandmama's =D

WORD OF THE DAY AND MY DEFINITION OF IT:

androgynous: this wonderful ability of mine to crossplay better than cosplay. fujioka haruhi is my ultimate character. i will cosplay her one day =D

guh, must read more ENGLISH BOOKS......AND CHINESE BOOKS....

okay, now time for some advertisements:

WANTED:

LAVI (for our d.gray-man group)
-must be made of awesome (just like us =D)
-must look like lavi to some extent
-must be able to go to Cosfest 2009 with team SOBA and Comic Fiesta 2009 with the D.Gay-Team
-must be an androgynous female of the human species (just like me =D), because rooming with a guy is strange
-if you are not an androgynous female of the human species, you have to find your own accomodation
-if you are an insanely good lavi AND a guy, you absolutely MUST apply for the post below as well XD

LAVI (for myself :3)
-must be male
-must be made of absolute awesome and epicness
-must be able to double as my byakuran/whatever cosplay whenever i wnat to
-if you have a twin that looks just as awesome you (preferably male XD) you are welcome to apply as well =D
-must spend the rest of our cosplay lives together =D
-im not asking you to marry me, just be my slave for life...
-this is getting no where -_____-'''

well, yay, i shall continue to use the word androgynous because if I stop using it I will forget what it means. =D

My ideal cosplay would be Fujioka Haruhi because she has androgynous qualities just like me.

That sounds funny

on a totally unrelated note:

Who do you think would win if Edward Elric and Allen Walker played cards together?

I mean, they both cheat, they both have funky arms...its like, Allen died and was reborn as Edward.

new year's resolutions =D

yay, i am three days late but better late than never!

THE NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:

1. i will stop biting my fingernails
2. i will doodle more
3. i will learn to create a drop dead awesome layout for my currently lame blog (someday...someday...)
4. i will be more sociable
5. i will cosplay WITHIN BUDGETTTTT *guh*
6. i will stop abusing the caps lock key (though i usually just press shift..why yes, i am weird thanks =D)
7. i will not gain weight =D *THIS IS IMPORTANT, i still want to be able to fit into my exorcist uniform in july)
8. i will be friends with blogger!!! *explores through blogger*


THE COSPLAY LIST: (as of 3rd January 2009)

1. Allen Walker -Crown Clown Alpha- (D.Gray-Man)
-HAHA, no costume malfunction this time, if it happens again, then well, it'll just be next year's project =D

2. Shindou Shuichi (Gravitation)
-He is too awesome not to cosplay...but i need either a hiro, yuki or sakuma ryuichi, which is kind of hard to find.....may not happen this year but whatever =D

3. Luke fon Fabre (Tales of the Abyss)
-Because short haired Luke is awesome =D

4. Irie Shoichi (Katekyo Himan Reborn!)
-Because it seems that he is the only person in the Millefiore Famiglia I can pull off physically. *BUT BYAKURAN I WANT TO COSPLAY YOU AS WELLLLL*

5. Chrome Dokuro (Katekyo Himan Reborn!)
-I like mist. I like pineapple hair. I like skirts of the pleated/flared variety. and I love eyepatches XD

6. Sawada Tsunayoshi (Katekyo Himan Reborn!)
-Because im the boss =D

GAH THE COSPLAY LIST IS....50% REBORN! my d.gray-man group is going to kill me XD

FAREWELL PARTY LATER!!!!!!! HOOPLAAAAAAAAA

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

its 2009 already =D

lots of things are going to happen this year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!